MONKEYS, and baby Kieran first KTV!

I hesitate whether to post this picture..but i really feel like sharing this.  I was feeling utterly down that day, on the "almost the worst day of my life."  That afternoon i was feeding baby Kieran porridge, as usual i will on his fav channel, Cbeebies, then this particular program call "boogies beebies" is about teaching kids to dance. So there i was feeding and feeling still damn sad and helpless about my chronic skin rashes i heard this song.."heeheehee haahaahaa, hoohoohoo, FUNKY MONKEY!" 

I stopped and i turned to look at the tv..

"wait a sec, is the tv mocking at me? yes it is, WTH?! monkey song? of all animals why MONKEYS?! oh gosh, i'm seriously feeling like a monkey everyday with day n night, unceasing scratching, feeling super duper sad to the max already! and now even the tv is bullying me!!!"  >.< 

i don't what word to describe my feelings. I felt angry, sad but yet i felt a tinge of humor. Now even hubby also making fun of me when he hear this song on tv. GREAT! -.-

 See, i told you guys i won't give up! i even tried acupuncture and ba kwan! my first time... pain lor! now I'm on chinese and western medication.

 24 sept 2011
Kieran 1st ktv experience, its was all unplanned. Met up with Jas for lunch, felix joined and suggested we go KTV, with much persuasion i agreed. It was a sunny Saturday noon, while waiting for has dad to pick us up, took these 2 pictures. Kieran in his chiong Orkley shades! LOL! chiong shades but looks cool on him. HEHE!

my cool baby in his shades

in the ktv.


"mommy and her friends singing, i play.."

"wah, mommy voice so sweet.."=P

nah, thats just a joke, but look at how serious his face!

fell asleep! hey Kieran, we are not singing lullaby songs, lol! fancy him sleeping in such a noisy place. felix put the mic there before i snapped a pic.

lately he had been eating very very very little. Sometimes he even spit whatever heavenly tasting food i offered him. I guess it due to his milk teeth erupting. see?! his 3rd and 4th tooth.. CUTE!!!! but cute when he bites me. 

Cries a lot lately too, due to teething again. so cranky and sticky to me. stickier than ever..

before our weekly family day out, i actually wants to take a pic of him in this tee, super cute cartoon ghost tee. but he kept fidgeting, so hard to take.

i love this pic. 

I bought 3 new pants for him. 2 of which is monkey prints. suits him! My baby monkey . <3 mucks!

in his new monkey pants!

ADELINE loves her LIFE

i have all i need. Thank God.

"Dear, 就算你有很多rashes变不好看我和baby都不会介意。Baby也不会因为这样不会叫你妈咪，或不要你。"


Thanks dear, these words meant a lot to me. I love you. I will stay strong for you and Kieran, for those who care, you know who you are. I won't give up or let it get me down. because of the words all of you showered me with, i really felt blessed, and with all those words, i have within me right now everything i need to deal with whatever the world can throw at me. 
Perhaps God wants me to learnt how to really count my blessings and not not woes. 


end note: don't take your health for granted. 
ADELINE loves her life.

Oh GOD please help me!

... Can I give up trying to stop breast feeding?! It's really heart breaking to see him so scare that I will take it away from him.. I failed in the milk bottle substitution instead I successfully make him give up his fav pacifier... that wasn't mommy intention baby! He held on so tightly like its his possession till he fell asleep. I can feel he is traumatized and now he even refuses his favorite pacifier.
I'm desperately hoping for miracle..I'm incapacitated by stress.
The rashes is killing me, yet I can't bear to make him give up on latching. Now is 9am I'm so wide awake by the itchiness. God please help me.

GET WELL SOON.

My darling boy left eye swell last night, last night he cried for quite long before he fell asleep.. seeing his swollen eye makes me heart pain. =(  don't know whether is it because of this he seems to lose his appetite,  (might be also his milk teeth coming out soon) so i brought him to the the clinic the next day. Doctor said maybe due to bacteria infection, most likely the bacteria came in contact while he was exploring and crawling around the house, guess i should spent more time in sanitizing and cleaning the house! Dr Ho gave him antibiotics, anti itch med and eye drop.  Poor baby, hope he gets well soon.

Random pictures of Kieran Koh!

he love doing this! omg..pram spoiling soon!!!

FAMILY DAY OUT.

 Happy Mooncake festival to EVERYONE reading my blog! Or Is it call Lantern festival?! Haha, whatever la,

happy 9 months to Kieran Koh!

MR magician koh!

Kieran turned 9 months old 2 days ago..with this, marked my 9th month of motherhood!!